Shoes! I ordered new heels from elite-heels.com who is my favorite high heel shop and they arrived this afternoon. I couldn’t rip open the box fast enough! I’m such a high heel addict. I was shaking at first glance of these gorgeous shoes. I got 2 pairs. Both black patent with 6″ stiletto heels. One is a peep toe and the other is a sandal. Aren’t they absolutely gorgeous! Elite-Heels has the best quality shoes. Forget this made in China bullshit. It’s an experience to wear an Italian made heel such as Elite-Heels stocks. All my best heels I have bought through them. Take a look below and tell me those aren’t amazing? These shoes are made to be fucked in. They aren’t intended for walking. They are meant for me to be on my hands and knees in front of the mirror so I can admire the intense arch of my foot with the patent stiletto spike coming out of my heel. Feet must be pointed and on spikes!
Emily Marilyn's high heels from elite-heels.com
Last night was quite an escapade. I arrived to the Redwood Bar & Grill with Viva Hate. There was some confusion as to what time they were on and it ended up being 30 minutes earlier than they expected so there was a little bit of mayhem during load in. I opted to stay in the van to park and then walk back to the venue which was a rather big mistake as I had my Pigalle Louboutins on that I just got some hours earlier. Of course there was a rush to get to the venue after parking and I was forced to run down Broadway in my brand new stiletto heels that aren’t even broken in! My heart was racing so fast by the time we hit the corner of Broadway and 2nd in Downtown Los Angeles. I work out and I love cardio but not in a tight spandex dress and 5″ stiletto Louboutin heels. I had to compose myself once we got to the door as if it was no big deal that I was forced to run down the street. I had never been to the Redwood Bar and it was packed right upon arrival at 9pm. Viva Hate was on at 9:30 sharp. Before they went on I got myself a drink at the bar. I’ve been really into Vodka with tonic and Chambord. I ran to the bathroom to stuff my ears with toilet paper and as I left the bathroom I ran into a few old friends such as MoHawk Danny who no longer has his mohawk! He was telling me about a book he published in which he interviewed Angelyne. After chatting with MoHawk Danny for a good 20 minutes Viva Hate started their set. I got right in front and danced during their set. Matt Wedgley has such intense stage presence. The lyrics he writes are really intense. You’d have no idea at first impression when meeting him that he has such built up tension. Matt used to be in a band with Hunter from AFI called The Force. After Viva Hate came Death By Stereo. During their set I ran into Todd Felon from Felon design. He shot all the Lucky 13 advertisements that I am in as he is also a photographer and graphic designer. I haven’t seen him in a few years and it was great to catch up. By this time the place was seriously packed like a can of sardines. I spent more time at the bar getting more drinks and a few for my friends. As I wandered back towards the door when Agnostic Front was on I ran into Chopper Dave. I first met Chopper Dave during a shoot with Bob Coulter from Crazy Babe. We shot at Dave’s bike shop in Los Angeles. Dave also shoots and we keep talking about shooting together. I told him last night he just has to set a date and I’ll be there. I didn’t plan on getting tipsy last night but before I knew it I had Dave cornered by the door for at least 30 minutes talking his ear off. I’m certainly tipsy when I get aggressive and pushy like that haha. I might as well have been gang raping him. I’m shy and innocent until I had a few drinks in me then I’m ready to attack. Eric and I left right as Agnositc Front was finishing their set and we headed over to Torung.
Torung is in my old hood of which I desperately want to move back too! Its weird and nostalgic for me to return to Los Feliz / Hollywood. I miss my old apartment soooo much, the one with the full on dungeon! I’m going to contact the landlord and ask if I can get it back. The BIG reason I moved out is because there is a huge mold problem in the walls of the basement and I was getting really worried about my health. It was something the landlord would just NOT FIX! When it rained water would leak in through the walls and all over the basement floor of my dungeon. I used to store all my electronics down there until one time I was away in London and returned to water all over everything and everything stopped working! Including my computer, all harddrives, fax, scanner, etc. It was a nightmare. It is such a shame that the landlord refused to put cement on the outside planter or fix the cracks in the foundation. Mold would literally grow off the walls and was quite visible. Ok, so I know all of that part sucks but I still would love to get that location back just to keep it as my dungeon and studio space for content shooting. I was only paying $1100 as I was able to get the rent lowered since the mold was going to kill me. My studio is the same price and definitely not as cool as my dungeon. It is kind of bumming me out. I’m going to get on landlords list to rent that space out again once the current tenant leaves. Once it starts raining good I’m sure they will ditch the place. It wasn’t so bad on years where there was little rain but I remember a couple years in a row where it rained a lot in LA. This year isn’t bad so far though. Right now I’m outside of Hollywood. I am living in a gorgeous house on a tree lined street and I am surrounded by elderly white people who call the cops if someone’s car is parked on the street longer than 24 hours. The house is beautiful but I’m not ready to slow down to this slow pace life. I need craziness, debauchery, and Hollywood bars in my life! It’s mandatory! Ideally I want to rent out my old apt again or find a location that is just as cool, loose my studio which is a huge waste of money, I’ll get into that another day! And get a house up in the Hollywood Hills or the base of Griffith Park in Hollywood or Los Feliz but above Franklin.
At home with Emily Marilyn in her fetish dungeon
That is my old apartment that I lived in for almost 10 years. I miss it so much. Major withdrawal. I might as well be trying to quite smoking crack heh. There were windows on the ground level which were frost covered yet some parts you could see right into my basement. Every so often I would get peeping toms looking right through the small peep holes and watch everything that was going on in my fetish lair. Sometimes it was a bit annoying and creepy yet other times I kind of got off on it. :-p
You can corner me anytime!