Emily Marilyn's Official Blog

It’s interesting how obsessed I get with high heels. There is a certain style of heel that drives me insane. I mean… pitter patter in my heart racing to a crazy beat. The tingle in my nether regions making me want to get pounded. It’s the aesthetics. The visual. The vision of my feet at an intense arch. My pretty peds in an extreme point. These heels are NOT made for walking. I can barely stand yet this is how I need it to be. Forced on my knees. Back arched. Feet pointed. My mouth drooling in anticipation. On my back with the legs in the air where I can see the fetish high heel clearly while taking it… whatever is given. All I have to do is slip these babies on and I’m instantly in the mood.

I woke up this morning to cam show requests all asking for stocking and high heel tease. After spending the last 2 hours watching my high heeled tootsies on the cam screen I’m so incredibly worked up and need that sexy release!

High heels are from Elite-Heels.com. The other heels around me are Christian Louboutin, I have a mini collection of 15 of so… but at $800 – $1400 a pop that is quite a collection! I had just finished a cam show where I tried on some of my Louboutins and then ended up in my extremely amazing Elite-Heels spikey stilettos. My sheer black and red top stockings are from Secrets in Lace.

Yesterday I had a fab shoot out in West LA with one of my photographers. I shot for the advertisement for the upcoming fetish events I am hosting and performing at in MELBOURNE and PERTH, Australia during the month of May. It looks like I will be out there for a good 3 weeks. Contact me for booking. I will also be in Adelaide and if I can get enough work together I may make a stop in Sydney. I am looking for clothing to take with me as I will be shooting non stop while in Australia. If you are a designer or know of one feel free to contact me.

The other night I was google searching my name. From time to time I do this and I know I should do it daily and attempt to get all that damn RapidShare files deleted but goodness that is a big chore. I have sites to run and bills to pay, I can’t sit there all day long contacting torrent and rapidshare. I ran into that stupid and ridiculous Wikepedia. Thankfully the novel long bullshit that used to be on there has been deleted thanks to my contacting over and over to have absurd posts removed. Granted now there is only a little bit of information on myself but I prefer to keep it that way as I despise this awful site. You see, people can post entries themselves! What a nightmare! I always hate reading the silly entries and thinking to myself where in the world did they come up with that!? This time was a new one however… the first line reads “The poor man’s Dita Von Teese”. It’s still up there as I haven’t contacted them to remove it but from the last time I was on that site it was posted between then and now. Ok, um… tell me what connection I have with Dita? I’m far more hardcore than Dita ever was. My pathway in my career is to get a sexual fix and display it for the world to witness. The only connection I can think of is we both enjoy wearing stockings and beautiful high heels. She is a burlesque star and I am a fetish deviant. Big differences there. I suppose the thing that annoys me is I’ve never copied another models look or career path. I’ve always been on my own and done my own thing so a little unsettling to be compared to another model.

I’m always shocked and mystified when I google myself. Especially when I read my bio or measurements that were obviously guessed. I just wish the authors would contact me directly so i can give them the right information! My measurements on Danni.com are 34A – 25 – 36 or something like this. I’m 34C- 24- 34! Sigh. I’d need to hire out an assistant to fix all these online issues as it would certainly be a full time job to say the least.

Check out Chopper Dave’s blog entry with me included about the Agnostic Front / Viva Hate gig.

I’m off to shoot some “Cum on my braces” webclips for my Clips4Sale shop. It may sound a bit odd but those clips sell like hotcakes!